It's obvious that I don't belong anywhere. I'm always last place in everyone's heart . Thanks for giving me false hopes. You brought me back up when I was down, only to let go of that hand and let me fall hard. Can't say it's the first time, but the pain just feels worst after each time. I'm really sick and tired of this. Can someone please, help me up, and never let go? Pain doesn't fade. It accumulates. Thanks to this I've changed to somebody that doesn't even deserves to be human.